Thursday, November 15, 2007

LIFE LESSON 5: You Get What You Don't Deserve

I know that the more common saying is: "You get what you deserve."
Unfortunately, through experience, i have come to learn that sometimes, you get what you do not deserve.
Sometimes, despite trying to do everything right, despite giving it your all, you still get the raw end of the deal. I mean, what's up with that?!
I must admit, this lesson was a painful one to learn. a bitter pill to swallow. And it changed me.
Now, i can't help but think sometimes, "what the hell for?". What the hell is my effort going to be for if i just end up bruised and beaten once again? Why waste my time? Why waste my strength?
I need to be given the reason to believe that it could be worth it.
Yes, this lesson has changed me...and i have the scars to prove it.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

LIFE LESSON 4: Love Your Job

Most everyone experiences some ups and downs with their respective jobs. i know I've had my fair share of bursts of enthusiasm for new projects and responsibilities, as well as moments of disengagement. But in the past few of months, I've been experiencing a rising passion for what i do and an increased appreciation for the people i work with. Most specially for the people i work with. We have our own culture: where complimenting each other is not a challenge, and helping each other is not only a given, but a joy.
Often times i do not get enough sleep and i have to work long hours (sometimes work even on weekends), but still, I'm happy where i am. I love my job, I love the people i work with, and so "busy" doesn't really feel like such a burden.